Sunday, February 11, 2007

My heartbreak Part I


Now I kind of know how you must have felt when you sold your first car babah. Today Alisha started using my baby walker and I was hysterical. I mean I know I should let go of that walker seeing how I'm way too big and heavy for it and I know Alisha needs it more now, but something inside of me just kept saying that it is MY walker with MY memories ... the walker brings me back to the days when I was learning to move around on my own... to not have to be carried all the time.. to be able to reach for things when before I couldn't.. to start discovering life. Oh such sweet times.. and now Alisha is going to go through that and I can't help feeling jealous...I just can't accept that I have to let it go. Sob sob.

Have fun with the walker Alisha and take good care of it ok. I hope it will bring you the best times of your life like it did me.

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